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[Nov. 23rd, 2009|08:45 pm] |
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I
small and wasted.
another step, unnoticed. feckless attempts,
senseless echoes.
but this will pass,
time is picking up.
II
a vehement denial,
after the dreaded truth.
your healing is free,
too human to not want it.
not the Sire i remember.
the one i used to admire.
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[Nov. 21st, 2009|11:13 pm] |
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i want to scream, everything my head screams.
i want to say it, and not keep it.
i want to have you have my heart, so you'll know just how it feels all the time.
i want to be sure, that every step is safe.
i want to feel nothing like this.
i want to know if i'm gonna live right.
i want to be everything i'm not right now.
i want to live, nothing like this.
i want to see, the pretty colors again.
in the mean time, i'll try to be, everything you want me to be.
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 21st, 2009|10:09 pm] |
| [ | émotion |
| | indescribable | ] |
Think of all the fun you had.
The finest line divides a night well spent from a waste of time.
Think of all the days you spent alone with just your T.V. set and... "I can barely smile".
Smoked out in the back of the van, says "held up with holding on and on and on".
so sick so sick of being tired,
and oh so tired of being sick.
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 12th, 2009|03:55 pm] |
searching for..
searching for.. you..
reach out.. just a little more.
i'm reaching out..
i'm reaching out to you...
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 12th, 2009|12:53 pm] |
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Do you still feel sideways?
Well, damn this backwards way.
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 12th, 2009|12:44 pm] |
just listened to the album 'the world i want to leave behind'.
and i'm very much addicted to this song for now;
You're on your own living with fear, all alone.
Don't close your eyes, leave em all wide,
Wild eyed in love to me.
Cause I feel you're not in love today.
You don't love me, and can't let go.
Crying your eyes out, pulling you down.
There's more to those eyes than waterfalls.
I'm holding you back in your life.
Finding your words, show us all how you stand on your own.
You don't love me, you don't care, you don't love me anymore.
You're crying your eyes out, pulling you down.
There's more to those eyes than waterfalls.
I'm holding you back, don't let me fool you.
I'm holding you back in your life.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vfwt_T6IQq0&feature=related
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 12th, 2009|11:59 am] |
| [ | émotion |
| |  exhausted | ] |
hey, how are you?
i think i might explode.
i found a box which said "open and choose".
you'll find two notes.
one says you might succeed,
the other reads you'll ruin everything.
you want them to like all the things you said.
you're still talking backwards and off your head.
you're running in circles for way too long.
i hope your corporation dies.
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[Nov. 10th, 2009|12:49 pm] |
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we're not living the good life,
unless we're fighting the good fight.
you and me, just trying to get it right.
everyday i wake up,
i choose love,
i choose life ,
and i try,
it's too easy just to fall apart.
we long for something fine,
when we pine for higher ceilings,
and bourgeois happy feelings.
but here we are in the center of the first world.
it's laid out for us, who are we to break down?
it's too easy just to fall apart.
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 10th, 2009|10:04 am] |
i don't know anymore, if i'm still right.
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 9th, 2009|12:35 pm] |
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To be lost in the forest
To be cut adrift
You've been trying to reach me
You bought me a book
To be lost in the forest
To be cut adrift
I've been paid
Don't get offended
If I seem absent minded
Just keep telling me facts
And keep making me smile
Don't get offended
If I seem absent minded
I get tongue-tied
Baby, you've got to be more discerning
I've never known what's good for me
Baby, you've got to be more demanding
I will be yours
I'll pay for you anytime
You told me you wanted to eat up my sadness
Well jump on, enjoy, you can gorge away
You told me you wanted to eat up my sadness
Jump right
Baby, you've got to be more discerning
I've never known what's good for me
Baby, you've got to be more demanding
Jump left
What are you holding out for?
What's always in the way?
Why so damn absent-minded?
Why so scared of romance?
This modern love breaks me, This modern love wastes me
Do you wanna come over and kill some time?
Tell me facts, Throw your arms around me
b l o c p a r t y |
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[Nov. 8th, 2009|07:59 pm] |
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do you know?
where i actually prefer to stand?
what i prefer to see and feel?
what i think, say and how i breathe?
do you know?
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[Nov. 5th, 2009|04:31 pm] |
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haunting and beautiful,
this melody leads nowhere.
sharply drawn, pulled from every corner.
betwixt and between,
like a fickle lover.
this faithful tune plays,
with no fear and nothing but passion.
but it's the tunesmith that hides,
skillfully behind his posessions.
he alters the trails, and leaves no signs.
spellbound and trapped.
entrance or exit?
i'll never find.
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[Nov. 2nd, 2009|02:34 pm] |
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the morning sun never fails to remind me,
where are all the good hiding?
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[Nov. 1st, 2009|04:01 am] |
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all this weight, and not to mention gravity.
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[Oct. 28th, 2009|12:16 pm] |
Know that when you leave,
By blood and by mean, i fall when you leave,
By blood and by mean, I follow your lead.
There's a Possibility,
All I'm gonna get is gone with your stare.
I hear you’re living out of state, running in a whole new scene
You know i haven’t slept in weeks, you’re the only thing i see
I’m a satellite heart,
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far.
You stop, I start.
But I’ll be true to you no matter what you do,
I’ll be true to you.
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[Oct. 26th, 2009|12:37 am] |
| [ | émotion |
| |  nostalgic | ] |
The old makes the new,
still it's these few
The past still lingers,
while we're waiting, anticipating
Always it seems to be you
We sit and visit,
escape everything new
Remember old days
and retain old habits,
not just like yesterday,
but just like everday
I miss you, and you miss me.
shall we sit, and just visit.
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[Oct. 24th, 2009|04:23 pm] |
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Can we fast-forward to go down on me?
Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
and I'll admire your expensive taste
And who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspective
But leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of here
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[Oct. 24th, 2009|12:36 pm] |
perhaps i'm not ready enough yet.
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[Oct. 17th, 2009|08:45 pm] |
| [ | émotion |
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i settle quietly,
as this pale wall turns blue.
but it's the stagnant water that reminds me,
i'm not in his room.
8am.
i greet silence and light.
no mail today.
i'm all ready for another long night.
it's motionless.
but are we calm or paralyzed?
is that stage already over?
still i feel i could be flying high..
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